Your Greatest Enemy Is YOU !!!
It was Sept'09 the last time I wrote in this Blog, with the aim to improve on my aquarium, i.e. to make it better/cleaner/brighter !!! - the sad thing is that the aquarium has never been touched, let alone being cleaned ever since !
An even sadder reality is, that last entry was about 6 MONTHS ago !!! Wow ! Time really flies and it has left me behind. Leaving me wondering what went wrong ?
The intention was good - to improve on my life. The momentum was also good - I managed to write some decent entries and I had BIG plans ahead. Then somehow it stopped. Procrastination started to take over, leading me towards my old self.....futher confirming that OLD HABITS die really really hard !
I've been meaning to KICK START a new me, but never succeeded. And who or what to blame?
Well, I can blame many people or things....but one thing I remember from my CIMBWA days is NOT TO BLAME OTHERS because if you point 1 finger to others, you're pointing the other 3 back to yourself !!!
And the single most important thing I learn from Mahadi BZ at CIMBWA was this mantera -"CHALLENNNNNNGE !!!!!" - which is uttered in such a powerful way, starting with holding your fisted right hand up, shake it to and fro and shout it aloud, very loud, whenever you face an obstacle and insya'Allah you'll be more determined to face it head-on! (Kudos and Credit to Mahadi BZ and The Milionnaire Sisters !)
My true enemy has been MYSELF all along. And I'm not ashame to admit that. In fact I believe that this confession will make be a better/stronger person in pursuing my quest for a better life for my family.
So HERE comes the new me, re-energised and fully recharged !
Improvement Is the Key !
Amir Hamdzan
